My twin's gone off to Taiwan.
I'm sure at this time, she's either on the way to the airport, or already arrived. Itterasshai, love! ♥ She said 'you won't have even time to miss me' but that's not true. I miss her already ^^;
I don't know when it was that I started to get attached to the three that make up F4. I mean when Ai was going back to Johor, I missed her then even though she's only going to a different state...I still miss her, even though we saw each other when she came over for her graduation ceremony. I miss Wani when she goes to different places over the weekend for her posting, when I saw the pictures she posted of Zanmai and I saw it last night, it made me remember Waffle World and the screening. I don't usually show much emotion in person, but it's easier to say stuff like this through words I write than looking for the right words to say.
I spent the weekend with my twin, which made for a wonderful memory now that I look back on it. I know we've talked about it and said that even though we don't expect each other to be there throughout our lives, but in reality, I want us to be. I'm not sure about the other sisters, but this is the first time that I want to actually be there for someone even if we have absolutely nothing in common. Sometimes I wonder if we didn't have our fandoms, would we have nothing to talk about, but I'm sure we'll find something...or rather, I get the feeling that I might just get pulled back into the rainbow and end up wondering why I left in the first place ^^;
I'm trying really hard not to be so emotional but I can't help it >.< I think it's because I know what I'm like when they
are around. Believe me, I'd be the type to text and call everyone on a daily basis but I don't have any business for doing so. If I didn't think it'd annoy the living daylights out of you, sisters, I'd so do it already XD
It's an exaggeration, I know. I mean she'll be back in 5 days, it's not like she'll be going forever or anything (not that it makes me miss her any less though but yeah) and I genuinely feel happy for her since I know what she went through to actually go to the place. I just feel strangely empty when I know that person's presence isn't around. But I'm just an honest idiot ^^;; She'll have a great time, I know it.
And because today (the day she's travelling) is her hubby's 29th birthday, I feel compelled to post this, even if it's only for her sake (and she'll only be able to see it 5 days later but... X3)
Bon voyage, futago-chan! Wave to Okada-kun with all your might! =D Buy me something pretty~ and I'll see you when you come back! ♥